whatisandwhatisnt

“You know making me jealous is too low for you.” He said and sat beside me.

“It’s not my fault, I’m hot.” I saw with a grin on my face. He turned and looked at me.

“Yeah, you’re the most beautiful thing alive.” He said. I sighed. When he says things like that I can’t control myself. So I lunged myself at him and kissed his soft lips. He smiled. I laid my head on his chest, and it suddenly reminded me of Edward. How I used to lay on his chest and listen to the beating of his heart, and see him blush when ever I kissed him.

Oh Edward, I hope you lived a happy life. Those times were so happy, I try not to think about it but I can’t help it. I miss him dearly; I miss his sweet scent and his warm embrace. Mostly I miss his kisses, the way they always showed how much he cared for me. He used to ask me to turn him into a vampire, so he could be with me for eternity, and I would have done it but I fought it. I want him to live a beautiful human life, and I was worried I might lose control and kill him. Turn him into a cold dead handsome body, no life within it.