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“You know making me jealous is too low for you.” He said and sat beside me.

“It’s not my fault, I’m hot.” I saw with a grin on my face. He turned and looked at me.

“Yeah, you’re the most beautiful thing alive.” He said. I sighed. When he says things like that I can’t control myself. So I lunged myself at him and kissed his soft lips. He smiled. I laid my head on his chest, and it suddenly reminded me of Edward. How I used to lay on his chest and listen to the beating of his heart, and see him blush when ever I kissed him.

Oh Edward, I hope you lived a happy life. Those times were so happy, I try not to think about it but I can’t help it. I miss him dearly; I miss his sweet scent and his warm embrace. Mostly I miss his kisses, the way they always showed how much he cared for me. He used to ask me to turn him into a vampire, so he could be with me for eternity, and I would have done it but I fought it. I want him to live a beautiful human life, and I was worried I might lose control and kill him. Turn him into a cold dead handsome body, no life within it.

I watched as he twirled Cathleen, he had such grace that carried him. Cathleen was blushing; her cheeks were turning a dark shade of red. It was too cute. I had read Cathleen’s mind and she thought that dancing with the master felt like she was floating. It was just all too cute.

I saw Erik run towards them, he bowed to Cathleen.

“Excuse me, madam, but would it be alright if I might have a dance with this hot boy.” He said with a growl. We all laughed. Cathleen nodded and walked to me. She sat beside, me. We both watched them as they danced. They kept stepping on each others feet and being silly. They were teasing each other. They were just adorable.

“Madam may I ask you a question?” Cathleen said. I looked her and nodded. “Where is your child?” She asked.

“He’s not living with me, I couldn’t take care of him because I had him at a young age. It was a very stupid mistake. He lives with his cousins.” I said. It was true, cousins. Vampire and vampire are cousins. So it makes sense.

“I see. I hope that your child is happy where he is.” She said. I smiled at her. “I’m going to go.” She said. I waved at her and watched her leave.

“I want to do something worthwhile.” I said. I really wanted to do something, I was getting bored. Erin and Erik came and sat beside me.

“Hmm.” Erin thought. Then suddenly jumped up in front of me. I laughed. ‘Let’s go to England.” He said/.

I mean it’s truly unexpected. It just comes at you so painful and quick. Like a ninja dashing to kill his enemy, while the enemy is there standing as if he is truly clueless about the fact. It is so perfect and beautiful thing, but it hurts the heart. It shatters minds. It is exactly like a rose. It has its beauty that makes you smile but it has its thorns that make you cry out in pain. Why is it that the color oh the petals on a rose are red and while the thorns cause red blood to come forth. Can the petals of love be pitifully beautiful without the pain of the spattered blood that comes from the pain? Can beauty not have pain? I mean we all deserve happiness but does happiness need to bring with it pain? I do not understand. it is just so beautiful most of the time then bang, out of nowhere pain begins. Is that truly what must come with happiness? Love and beauty. They have always been together. Needless to say the should be together, but i do not think they belong. We hear stories of the handsome prince falling in love with the ugly duckling. Seeing her for her true self on the inside. That is love and it has no beauty on the outside but rather on the inside. So maybe they do belong. Just like a rose, the beautiful petals with painful thorns.

Lately i’ve come to notice that we have all truly and uncontrollably forgotten about the past. The way we used to do things and what we were told to do. Stupidity is defined as a powerful human. A person with absolute power and riches that he truly becomes stupid because he forgets what he was aiming for and what he wanted. We forget what we want and what we need. mixing them up whenever we can isn’t that stupidity? i mean it is trult a remarkable thing to the person with interst of cousre. Considering that we all have grace and beauty unlike those savage look alike? Haha…that seems like a bunch of lies. i mean we all consider what opposite graceful movements do but their meaning are so different. A graceful beauty can be a very breathtaking but are her graceful movements show such lies. A beauty has two faces?

       A man who had no eyes, Diary assignment (diary written by Sirine )                                                                  March 28, 1908     

Dear Journal,         

  Today has been terrible; there had been a gas leak in the C shop. I seem to have went blind, because of that I had asked the nurse to help me write this. Her name is Claire, she is a nice lady. Though she might be nice, because of her job, I have not truly forgotten what happened. Betrayal has caused me to wonder what is. As I recall, what happened during this terrible day was that poor Peter, who was about my age and was new. So he did not know anything because he didn’t receive any training. They left him in our hands to help him out. Though the young lad was as stupid as a potato, he could not understand anything. He probably got to working here because of his parents; they might have wanted him to make them money. That is the reason for most of the workers here, they all needed money.         That is when Markwarott came in; I respected that man a lot. He was so kind to Peter and gentle. He taught him everything without getting frustrated. Then Peter accidentally hit the release button, which released the gas and someone started screaming. I assume it was from the gas cage. They yelled the gas has been released get out, get out now. We could hear everyone running, upstairs because we were in the basement.          We all started heading for the stairs, but I noticed that Peter was on the floor crying. I told him not to worry, and that we should hurry and get out. So I grabbed his hand and we ran upstairs, when we had reached the first floor we had to start crawling because there was gas everywhere.         I told Peter to go ahead because I had heard someone calling for help. I crawled back and saw no one. Odd was all I had thought at that moment. I then started crawling faster, I had to get out now, and the gas was spreading faster now. I was so close to the door, then I the door seemed to be going further back. I turned my head and saw someone pulling my leg, pulling me back.           It was Markwarott; he had pulled me back and climbed over me. I was dumb founded. How could the man I respected do that to me? Markwarott did not even look back, he kept moving forward then he got out of the doors. I came to my senses then, this is only natural, and people show their true face in danger.            I knew I had to get out, and then my eye sight started to blur. I figured that the gas was going to make me go blind if I didn’t get out. I just didn’t know it would happen to me, right now. I thought I would have gotten out. With the sight I still had I crawled to the door. I got out of the door and into the darkness. My eyesight was gone. I fell unconscious, and woke up in what seemed to me as a hospital. That’s when I heard footsteps; it seemed my hearing had gotten stronger.           The nurse Clair came in and gave me the news. She said my eyesight would be gone forever. It will never come back. I knew this was the outcome. So I didn’t really overreact, though I am sure I would have been allowed because any normal person would have cried or screamed. So that comes to the conclusion of my day. The only thing I have left to say is that I will not let the darkness swallow me whole; I will fight it and become one with power.                                                                                                                              

                                                                  Yours truly, Parsons                                                                                                               

Parsons.  

                                                                NMTML

                                                  (No More Tears My Love)

            A girl about 17 falls in love with a boy at school. The boy doesn’t notice this girl because he has his girl friend with him at school and in the same class, also he is really popular. This girl named Rose stares at him whenever she can, she sees his lovely figure rising and moving around. While she stares at him she falls more and more in love. The boy doesn’t notice her staring he just does what usually does, moving around like he always does that’s what Rose thought.

           Then in one fateful class that they shared together she was walking around and hit her head on the lat pull down  on the machine that was swinging back and forth because someone had forgotten to put it back up. She tried dodging it again, but he caught it and laughed. He thought it was very cute all she did was smile back and turn around. What was she suppose to say? She couldn’t go up too him and say I love you right?

           The following days she just thought and talked only about him. Her friend’s kept making fun of her because she was always in a daze when she talked about him, though she didn’t mind the laughter. It just meant that her friend’s cared for her in some odd way. She loved him she really did. She loved his laughter, his eyes, and his personality. Or so she thought.

       Then her heart was finally shattered when during a class, she was working with another girl. They were pasting and cutting things for the teacher. He came up to the girl and talked to her. The other girl asked him if he wanted to glue. He said no, and then Rose asked him if he wanted to cut the paper instead? He stared at Rose and said “Why are you talking to me, I don’t even know you.”

           All the girl could do was turn around and continue doing what she was doing. Her heart was hurting and she wanted to leave, she fought the tears as best as she can. She just stood there cutting the papers and thinking about what happened, over and over again. Then the final bell rung she ran home to her safety which was her room. There she cried and cried. Thinking of only him, she then promised herself never to care about him anymore.

          She came to school, walked with her friends. Talked and played around. He came in but she didn’t even look above. She just ignored him. She started to laugh at the picture the teacher drew and so did everyone else. Jack finally noticed her. He secretly known she was looking at him, he saw how she wasn’t looking at him anymore. He was the one staring now. He saw how beautiful she is. He felt stupid for never noticing, how her blond hair lays on her shoulders and, how her bangs come across her face and she would always blow them away.

         Sometimes they wouldn’t move so she blew till her face turned red. He laughed randomly when he saw that. Then she did it, he laughed really loud. Everyone stared at him because they were doing a test and he laughed randomly. He looked around and tried to think of something fast to say. “Oh sorry but I just noticed there is bird poop on the teachers shirt. Sorry.” Everyone noticed it too and laughed but not Rose. He wondered why.

        Everyone was leaving because the bell had gone. Though Rose stayed so Jack did too he wanted to know why she is ignoring him. Then he saw his best friend Zack waiting too. They were waiting because Zack gave Rose a note during math class to wait for him after school.  Then his friend came up to Rose and asked her if she wanted to hang out. Jack was furious. How can he ask her out? He kept thinking. To his surprise she said no thank you. His friend just walked away. Then he came up to her and kissed her. She just looked back with eyes open with surprise. He was surprised too.

“Um I’m sorry I don’t know why I did that. Um.” He was in a daze. He couldn’t think at all.

 “Hey we all have accidents I guess.” She said.

 “Hey baby what you are doing here” His girlfriend had come in. Rose and Jack looked at each other.

  Rose said “Jack wanted some help on his math homework since I’m a nerd at it. He was just asking me. “

  Jack looked surprised then said “Yeah I’m not good at math so I thought to ask her.”

 “Oh you should have asked me.” Jennifer replied.

 “Okay honey.” He answered. Then they both left, Jack looked back at Rose who had a tear fall down from her eye. He felt bad, he had hurt her feelings. So he dropped Sarah off and went back to see Rose. Lucky for him she was still there. He saw her crying, so he ran up to her and put his arms around her. Rose froze, she could smell his sweet scent so close to her. So close holding her. Then she said

  “You shouldn’t do this you have a girlfriend. Please I don’t want to be responsible for you two breaking up.”

   “Don’t worry.” That is all he said and he hugged her tighter. Then he let his arms fall beside him and he looked her in the eyes. She looked back into his deep green eyes. While he saw her blue eyes sparkle from the light. He leaned in and she did. She softly closed her eyes and he kissed her. His lips on hers, it was a kiss full of passion. That’s when Zack came in.

   “What are you two doing?” Was all Zack asked? Jack and Rose stared at each other.

   “Nothing he was teaching me how to kiss good because I’m not that good and I needed help. That’s why I didn’t accept your offer. I’m sorry.” Rose said embarrassed.

   “Oh thanks Jack, so will you go with me now?” He asked Rose. Rose had to say yes or else Jack would get in trouble. She got up and hugged him.

  “Yeah that would be great.” She smiled up to him. Jack was hurt but he understood why she did that. He was falling for her and her sweet kiss was still lingering in his mind. Then he saw her grab her stuff and whisper a bye to Jack and she left.

 “Later man.” Zack said to Jack. All Jack did was wave bye. Then he saw her leave with him. He saw them hand in hand, leaving him behind. He was deeply hurt. He forced himself up and walked to his house. Went to his room and fell on the bed. He kept thinking about her about her soft skin soft kiss and soft lips. He fell asleep and had a dream about her. It was a dream about her sleeping beside him, about them sharing their love. He found himself crying when he woke up because he knew it can’t be because his friend loved her and he was dating her.

         The following weeks were like hell. He forced himself to get up and go to school. He was forced to see Rose and Zack holding hands. He was forced to see how Zack’s arm was always around Rose’s neck. He hated seeing how she laughed when he tried to kiss her but she dodged. It was so adorable for other people but for Jack it was torture. He loved her and loved no one else. He wanted her. He wanted her ever single hour of every single day. He wanted to hold her and tell her how beautiful she is. He wanted to tell her that he loves her. He knew that it could not be because he loved her and loving her would only hurt her.

   “Baby what’s wrong? You are so out of it.” Jennifer asked Jack with a worried look in her eye. Jack looked down at his girlfriend, and saw in her eyes worry. He knew he had to break up with her. He can’t keep hurting her like this. He did not love her.

  “Jennifer…we need to talk.” Jack told Jennifer without meeting her eyes. Jennifer nodded. She knew this was going to happen, she knew he was leaving her. The tears were already starting to form. “I think you are better off with someone who cares more for you. I don’t deserve you. I’m sorry.” Jack said in a soft voice. Tears began falling from her eyes.

 “I don’t deserve you. You are to perfect for me. If you think this is right then look me in the. Jack looks me in the eye.” Jennifer said. Jack took a deep breath and met her gaze. She gasped. What she saw in Jack’s eyes was sadness. Such a strong force that she ran from the room. That was the last time Jack saw Jennifer. Jennifer had left and moved away. She did not want to see his face again. His eyes will haunt her forever, but she told herself that she will find someone better and face her future. She will not give up.

   “Soccer tryouts ladies and gentlemen, after school right on the field.” The annocement said. Jack smiled finally something I am good at that will take my mind of her. Jack looked over and met Rose’s gaze. He smiled at her surprised to see her staring at him. She tilted her head and mouthed see you there. He turned around. Surprised to know she wants to meet him.

  “Hey Jack how you been man?” Zack asked Jack. Jack smiled at him.

  “I’ve been good, I could be better but I’m alright. What about you? I see your happy with Rose” Jack answered.

   “Yeah she is really something. The perfect girl I’d say. She is so adorable and yet so tough. I think I really like her.” Zack replied with a smile. Jack’s face turned bitter. Look how happy he is while here I am suffering. Zack looked Jack in the eye and all color from his face disappeared.  “Wow Jack you pissed or something?” Zack asked.

   “Yeah a bit I will be fine.” Jack replied. Then the teacher came in and gave the lesson. Jack kept stealing glances at Rose. She was focusing really hard. She was trying her best not to look at Jack. Finally the bell rang and she and jack both dashed to the door, but got stopped because they couldn’t both go through. Everyone stared at them. They both turned around. Jack puts his arm on his head and laughed. Rose laughed. Then everyone else began laughing. They both looked so silly it was adorable.

   Then Rose excused herself and ran out. Straight to the change room and she changed. Jack did the same. Rose ran to the field after she finished and sat down. She was the first one there. They had to be here in 10 more minutes but she came early because Jack would meet her here. Jack ran up to the field and saw Rose sitting on the grass shivering because it was cold. He laughed at how cute she was. Rose turned around and saw him. She waved. He waved back. He walked towards her and sat down on the grass beside her. 

  “So why did you ask to meet you here?” Jack asked Rose. Rose bit her lip then looked at him.

  “I can’t seem to stop thinking about you. It was worse then before. I liked you a lot before, well starting this year. It’s kind of weird I loved your best friend that moved and now I like you. I’m not sure where I am going with this but all I can say is I love you. I just had to get it out.” Rose answered in a soft voice. Jack was stunned, he could not believe it. She loved him. Jack lifted her chin up so he can look at her face.

  “I love you too.” He then leaned in and kissed her.

  “What the hell are you doing with my girlfriend Jack?” They both heard Zack’s voice and turned to see him standing there.

   “Zack I need to tell you something.” Rose said.

   “No you don’t, don’t tell me you got sucked in by my best friend wait ex best friend’s way of getting a girl. Damn it Rose I thought you were better then that.” Zack said in a voice full of anger.

   “Zack listen, I did not fall for any of his tricks. I just fell in love with him. He is so sweet yet you think he plays people. You are wrong, Zack I didn’t want to hurt you this way. I’ve loved him for a long time.” Rose said with tears coming down from her eyes.

  “Zack I’m really sorry.” Jack said. Zack stared at him, and then laughed.

  “You’re sorry? You know what you are really full of it. Every girl I’ve ever wanted you stole.” Zack said. Then ran and punched Jack. Rose got in between them. She tripped Zack then pushed Jack because he had begun to fight back.

  “Ugh seriously guys, stop being ego freaks and relax.” Rose said. Zack and Jack began laughing. Rose looked at them with raised eyebrows.

   “Great we got beat up by a girl. We sure suck and should not be allowed on the football team or the soccer team.” Zack said.

   “Who knew we liked a girl that could beat us up.” Jack answered. They both laughed.

 Rose stuck her tongue out at them and laughed.

  “Jack you can have her, I do not want to be the one who gets beat up everyday. Good luck man.” Zack said teasingly. Then he got up and walked away. Jack stared at his best friend and thought of how he was so kind.

  “I’m glad that you two are still friends.” Rose said with a smile. He looked back at her and smiled.

   “Yeah he is really a good friend.” Jack said. “I’m glad now that we can be together.” Jack added. Rose smiled.

   “Yeah we can finally be together.” Rose said. Then she gave him a hug. They heard giggling and turned to see younger kids coming from a different school. They both laughed. The coach and the other students arrived. They began the tryouts. They put the boys and the girls together so they could show some equal skill. Rose teamed up with Jack. They were really good together. They were laughing all the time. Rose looked up because she felt someone looking at her and saw five girls staring at her.

   “Oh don’t mind them; they are just my fan club. I hate having one though.” Jordan said looking at Rose’s face.  “Besides you can beat them up.” Jordan added laughing. Rose punched his arm teasingly. They then continued practicing.

   “Tryouts are done. You can go change, we will post who made it tomorrow.” The coach said. Rose grabbed all the balls and put them away because the coach told her to do so before she goes. Jordan helped Rose out. They then walked into the school.

   “Meet me in the front okay?” Jordan asked Rose. Rose nodded then walked into the change room. She was met with a lot of glares. She opened her locker and changed. She looked up.

   “Umm do you really like staring at a girl changing?” Rose said. Then they all looked away. One girl laughed. Rose quickly changed and left to meet Jack. He was standing with his back against the wall his earphones in his ear. His jet black hair put up in spikes, and his sparkling blue eyes looking down. She smiled. He was so handsome. She walked towards him. He looked up and smiled at her. He took his earphones out. “So what did you want?” She asked him.

   “I wanted to ask if you wanted me to walk you home, because a pretty girl like you shouldn’t walk alone.” Jack said. Rose laughed.

   “I think it would be alright but I want you to walk me home.” Rose said blushing. Jordan nodded. He fought himself from hugging her. She was so cute. He coughed to get her attention. He put his hand out beside him as to tell her to hold it. She smiled and put her hand next to his. His fingers and hers intertwined. They both blushed and walked out the doors. They kept walking onto the path between the trees. Rose was to shy to say anything and Jack was fighting himself. So there was no conversation.

    “Well here we are.” Rose said, looking up at her house. Her house was really pretty. It was a nice shade of brown with white doors, and large windows. It was a small cozy house that Rose and her mother lived together. Her father traveled a lot so they didn’t need a large house. Jack nodded. Rose smiled at him and waved goodbye. He wanted to kiss her but he knew if he did he would not stop. He waved goodbye and waited till she was inside. He wanted to make sure she was safe. He then walked to his condo. Jack owned his own place because his parents always moved around and he wanted to stay in one spot. So they let him have his own place as long as his grades were okay. His parents were really rich so this didn’t seem like much.

    “Hello my empty place.” Jack said to his apartment that was filled with things but not one of these things are living. He was alone him and his furniture. He signed. He fell on his couch and thought of Rose. He then drifted into sleep. Six hours later he was awaken by a knock on the door. He wiped his eye and went and opened the door. He looked up and saw Zack and behind him was Rose.

   “Hey Rose was worried about you when I told her you lived alone. She thought you couldn’t feed yourself so she forced me to come show her the way.” Zack said. Rose smiled up at Jack. He smiled back. He was so happy; she had come to see him because she was worried.

    “Here you go. Healthy foods so don’t expect junk food.” She told him. She brought out a container filled with rice, meat and some vegetables. Then brought another one filled with cut up fruits. She brought out a bottle filled with orange juice. She really meant healthy. He smelled it when she opened everything. It smelled delicious. She had made him dinner. How cute.

   “Enjoy. I brought enough for all three of us.” Rose said. Everyone ate. It was really good. The meat was made really well. The rice had spices in it that made it even more delicious.

  “Wow you really can cook.” Zack said. Rose smiled at him.

  “Yeah you will be some really good wife.” Jack smiled at her. She blushed. Zack got up.

  “Well I really have to get going I got to study or else I will be kicked off the football team. Bye.” Zack said. Rose and Jack waved goodbye. Before Zack left he said “Jack behave yourself.” He laughed and closed the door after him.

   “What did he mean by that?” Rose asked with suspicion in her voice. Jack laughed and looked away whistling. “Mean perverted old man!” Rose told Jack, and then stuck her tongue at him.

  “Hey I’m only a year older; also you will be the same age soon. Also I’m not perverted, sometimes.” Jack said smiling, showing his adorable dimples and white teeth that made rose want to faint.

  “You are so cute for a guy!” Rose said laughing.

  “Hey what’s that suppose to mean?” Jack said with shock in his voice. Rose smiled at him.

   “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Rose answered hiding another smiling from coming.

    “Well you have to remember you are in a “old man’s” room, all alone.” He smiled at her. Rose gasped. “I am coming to eat you.” Jack said laughing and began tickling Rose. Rose tried running away.

    “Stop.” She tried saying through her laughs. They both fell on the couch breathing heavy, for they had laughed way too much. Their eyes met and Jack smiled at Rose. He mouthed I love you. Rose gasped, then kissed his cheek and whispered in his ear; “I love you too.” He wrapped his arms around her. They heard a song come on from Rose’s phone. “Oh no it is my parents, I should go. Bye.” Rose told Jack.

    “Want me to walk you home?” Jack asked her.

    “No I’ll be fine. Bye.” Rose told her. She quickly kissed him on the lips then left. Jack went to his room and fell on his bed. What a night he thought. The next morning Jack woke up and got dressed. He walked to Rose’s house to walk with her to school. She was waiting for him outside in her light gray jacket with her black hat on. She smiled up at him and they walked to school together. When they arrived at school all eyes were on them.

   “Well I have to go talk with my friends for a second, wait for me here?” Jack asked Rose. Rose nodded and watched as her boyfriend walked away. She felt someone grabbing her by the arm and pulling her into a bush. Her eyes got covered with a cloth; she felt herself being carried somewhere. She heard female voices talking, she tried screaming but another cloth was placed on her mouth.

   “Alright remove the cloths.” A girl said. They removed the cloths and Savanna saw Jack’s fan club surrounded around a boy. He was the enemy of Jack’s. His name is Mark.

   “Are you sure this is the girl? She doesn’t look like Jack’s type.” Mark said. The girl beside him nodded. “Well hello then. From now on you are going to be my girlfriend.” Mark said with a smile. Rose’s eyes opened wide.

  “Never. I love Jack and not you.” Rose screamed at him. Mark laughed. Mark had brown hair, green eyes and a pretty smile. He was also very smart and athletic.

   “Well you don’t have a choice, either date me or I will tell Jack about what happened yesterday at night.” Mark said with a grin on his face.

   “What do you mean?” Rose asked.

   “You were with that guy, walking and laughing with him as he walked you from Jack’s house.” Mark said. Rose laughed.

   “That would be my best friend. He is interested in men so no big deal.” Rose said.

   “Well he said otherwise, he said that he loves you and would tell Jack that he and you make out all the time.” Mark said. Rose’s eyes opened wide. How could JJ do that to her?

“I think you are wondering why he would do that. Well you see he loved you for a long time. He wants you and he decided he would let me have you for a bit then he can have you.” Mark said.

   “What did you do to JJ?” Rose asked. Mark laughed.

   “Well we are all human, and we all want power and we are greedy. I just put the ideas in his head. He was the one to make the decision.” Mark answered.

   “I understand.” Rose said. She knew she had to do this or else Jack would be really hurt.

   “Good. Now I shall go with you so I can see the face Jack has when you tell him its over.” Mark said laughing. Rose and Mark walked together. Rose saw Jack and tapped on his shoulder. He turned around smiling when he saw it was Rose.

   “Hey missed me already?” He said smiling. Rose could not meet his eyes.

   “Jack we have to break up. I love Mark now. I’m sorry.” Rose said with sadness in her voice. Jack’s smile faded away. He looked at Mark then saw they were holding hands.

   “What? Rose why?” Jack asked.

   “I love Mark I’m sorry it’s over, now leave me alone.” Rose said quickly with a lot of effort. She was crying but she did not dare to look up and let Jack see. She walked away with Mark. Jack was hurt; his heart was in so much pain. He watched as his love walked away with another man.

  Weeks went by, and Jack was getting sadder. His grades were falling; his athletic skills began to disappear. He had to force himself to go to school. He didn’t talk to anyone. He was depressed. He was angry; Rose his beautiful love is gone. He watched as Rose walked with Mark in the halls. Rose was also sad. She didn’t want to go to school and see Mark. She just wanted Jack. She wasn’t eating enough, and she had stopped talking to her friends.

     One day, JJ came up to Jack and told him everything. Jack was mad, how could JJ do that to Rose.

     “I’m sorry Jack; I’d rather see Rose happy with you then see her like a dead zombie with Mark. So please go win her back.” JJ told Jack.

     “Thanks I’m going now.” He waved to JJ and ran to find her. He can’t be mad at JJ, he just loved Rose but he put that aside to save her. He ran to the gym and saw Mark leaning on Rose kissing her neck. Rose was yelling at him to stop. She tried to push him. Mark was stronger then Rose so he could keep her like that.

    “Why is it Rose you are the only girl who doesn’t want me?” Mark said.

    “It is because you are a dirty pig. Please stop it.” Rose begged Mark. Jack couldn’t take it, he ran to Mark and pulled him away from Rose. He punched Mark in the eye. Mark fought back. They were evenly matched but Rose as always came between them. She came between them. They both stopped fighting. “As much as I want to see him bleeding to death, I think you should stop Jack.” Jack looked at her. She was so sweet and kind. He nodded at Rose. Rose helped Jack begin to walk out of the gym.

      “I see why you love her; she is everything any guy would want. I’ll leave you alone.” Mark said. Jack glared at him, but left with Rose. Rose led Jack to the nurse’s room and wiped the blood from his nose. He smiled at her, Rose hugged him tight.

   “Never leave me again, you got it!” Jack told Rose in a loud voice. Rose nodded into his shoulder. Jack could feel the tears fall on his shoulder. He put his arms around her.

“No More Tears My love.” Jack told Rose in a comforting voice. When Rose had stopped crying, she looked Jack in the eye then kissed him.

    “I love you Jack.” Rose said to Jack. Jack smiled his perfect smile and kissed Rose.

  Five years later, we find out Mark has finally found a girl as obnoxious as him. They love each other a lot and are always in fights but they always call JJ to help them find who is wrong. The perfect couple you could say. Mark became a famous scholar who is loved and known by all. JJ becomes a councilor because of his help with Mark’s relationship. He figured it was the job for him. He also found a girl as precious as Rose; he loves her a lot.

     Jennifer is a college professor at such a young age, she has a lot of boys who want her but she is not settling for anyone. She still wants Jack, but she knows there isn’t a chance of that happening. Rose and Jack are living happily together in Jack’s apartment. Rose is world known cook now and Jack become doctor and a famous football player. They love each other more then ever. Jack’s parents are visiting all the time, tasting Rose’s amazing cooking skills. Jack has never been happier. You can say that there is a happy ending in life, but what how are we to know that if life hasn’t finished yet.

                                                                                                         Hope you enjoyed. By:sirine 

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The Lady or the Tiger Ending

   The commoner followed his beloved’s finger,
as it pointed to the door of death or happiness. Though being married to
another saddened him, because he wanted his beloved princess. He took a deep
sigh and opened the door. His eyes opened wide, he saw the deep breath of a
beautiful fierce animal. The beautiful beast he saw was angry hungry and cold.
The handsome commoner’s only thoughts at that moment, how could my love do this
to me? He already thought that this might be the outcome for she was an
energetic woman, who was easily made jealous. She did not want to share him and
he understood that. It just showed how much she loves him though she had never
told him that she loves him and he wanted to hear those words come from her
lips. The tiger had seen the commoner, in all its years of traveling the
dangerous mountains he had never seen such a beautiful boy.

      The tiger was still a beast in anyway you
look at it, he had been held captive without food, for a long time. So the
beast lunged out on top of him, he was heavy and had a terrible breath. The
beast lowered his head as to look the boy in his deep blue eyes. The commoner
did not seem afraid, he sensed that the tiger was thinking whether to eat him
or free him. He stared back and reached his hand out and slightly touched the
tiger’s cheek. The beast heard a whip hit him in the back and roared, showing
his fierce sharp teeth. He knew he must kill the poor handsome commoner. No
matter how saddening it would cause this beast. The beast even though he’s a
raging terrifying animal, he still has a heart. He bowed his head to the
commoner, the commoner understood. The beast had no choice.

    He roared once more as if to say “forgive
me.” Then he bites the commoners arm and clawed his feet away. He wanted to
give this poor boy a painless death. The commoner screamed in agony, his soul
was starting to leave him, and entering the world beyond. The last thing this
handsome boy did was he raised his arm with great effort, towards the princess
who was crying tears of regret.

   She saw the jester and reached out; her
father saw the pain that he was causing his daughter. He stared at the boy who
was being eaten by the tiger. He knew what he had to do. He screamed “Stop!”
Everything and everyone stopped. All you could hear was the commoner’s screams,
and the growling of the tiger. He said to the guard “Stop that tiger stop him
now!”

   The guard went toward the tiger and whipped
him back into the cage. The tiger’s eyes seemed sad because he knew the boy’s
end was going to be painful because they had not let him finish. “My dear
lovely daughter, go to your beloved. I’m sorry for what I have done. Go before
he leaves us.” His daughter ran down to her lover, she held his hand.

   She sobbed out “SSS…Sorry.” The boy held
back his pain and shook his head with great effort for he could not speak any
longer. He wanted to tell her that he loves her and he would have ran away if
he had to marry that maiden behind those doors. He would have left her and
runaway with his beautiful princess. He truly loved her, the words that came
out of the princess’s mouth made the commoner leave happily. “I love you.”

   The commoner took his last breath, and left
this world. Gone forever, waiting for her at the world beyond. After that
incident the King regretted everything. He could never again look her in the
eye. He helped the commoner’s family and raised the tiger up. The father
changed in many ways, he learned to care for things much more. The princess
lived on regretting what she did, but got married to a man who reminded her so
much of her lost loved one. She lived everyday waiting for her death to come so
she can meet her beloved. She had many kids and died an old woman. As she left
her body she went somewhere where there stood a man who looked familiar and as
handsome as she had last seen him. He smiled at her and reached out his hand
for her to hold it. She smiled back and took his hand and together they walked
together into the beyond.

   It just you know made me think a lot about the way things are and stuff and if there was a way we can fix it. i wish that there was a way that in love we don’t have to choose. 

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     Society has never
really affected me. Never really cared about what anyone, then in 8^th
grade it hit me slowly. I started about my size, my hair, my clothes. I really
don’t know why, I feel so odd. People are dying from hunger and I’m worried
about ways to lose weight? I feel so ashamed, society is affecting us all, the
media is showing us how we should like and act. So I’m not a girl who wants to
starve herself, a girl who hates shopping and wearing make up. I finally
figured out that I don’t care. If you don’t like me just walk away and ignore
me. I don’t care, because I’m the one who should think oh I should change, not
someone else. I used to hate myself, but now I love myself and not in a way
that I’m full of myself but in a way that I like myself for myself. No need for
a change, I want to be who I was born to be. Without wearing make up and things
that can damage your skin, that damage the world. It will affect us eventually,
who cares if your aging? Accept it, stop buying things that make you look
longer. Just be yourself and who cares if someone doesn’t like you for the way
you look? It just proves how cruel and evil they are. You need to live your
life to the fullest; I’m starting to take my own advice. I’m ready to fight the
world if it ever comes to that. I’m tired of hearing, how guys only like skinny
girls, big boobs and a small butt. What about what girls like? I don’t care
what guys think of me, as long as I’m happy with myself I’ll be satisfied. Most
of the time I think I should have been born a few centuries back because I
don’t fit in this generation. It is way to complicated and corrupted. Sure in
the past there were things like this, but it wasn’t so bad. Life back then was
really good subtracting the disease. Life was simple; there was beauty that was
shown truly without the use of make up. All I want to say is that I’m going to
be myself from now on, and if I get a nasty comment I’ll just laugh it off.
Thanks for reading, Bye.

                                                          
                                        Sirine 

Poetry, oh how beaty guides thee. So soft spoken and so natural. It moves the soul to another world. Where light and night touch. It helps make sense to some unknown thing. It saves the mind from totally losing it. So why not go for it. Write it, read it and love it. Write what you hate, read what you write and let others come to love what you have written. Is that not the beauty of writing? How we all get connected through out emotions? I think it is and poetry has such a feel for it. It makes you want to laugh, and cry. It sends so many different emotions for each person. That is the beauty of poetry. A gentle lullaby from a mother or the saddening howls of the wind. It is what you see it as that makes it what it is.
Love is like poetry, it flows through all of us to a place that gives off happiness. It makes you realize of what is and what isn’t. Isn’t that why so many love the sound of poetry. As if it was being sung by a bird. Of pure elegance and beauty. It fits the ideas well. No matter where you are and what you are doing you can create poetry. In the mind, through your actions. Beauty is what marks you. The feeling of the endless flow is beautiful. It captures your heart and soul like a picture. Why do people fall in love with poetry when they hear it? It’s because it causes the soul to rise and listen to a lovely song forming. Poetry has been created though centuries and centuries because of its magical reactions.
Poetry has kept famous kinds alive through its magical words and queens. Poetry is a great thing that helps emotional pain. It relaxes the mind and soul. It is a great thing to be able to do. It is just so beautiful, so beautiful that it saves lives and helps protect the world. Amazing, and so pleasant. Shakespeare was known for creating the most fascinating poetry known. He is famous for his many sonnets that show such remarkable descriptive words. It is very entertaining and beautiful. It causes your heart to leap and your life to rise. Poetry is used and was used by many. It helps with everything. Sure it doesn’t solve world hunger but to do that we need poetry to calm our savage like selves so we can behave and form a plan.

Writing has such elegance and grace. Depending on how you write it. Write it, anyway you want. It lets you release the sad emotions inside you. All the sad ones, the happy ones or the plain neutral ones. Writing helps you create something that amaze’s yourself and others. When you finish writing something and you read it. Don’t you think “Wow did i really write that?” It is all beauty because you have written it. Writing is so beautiful, the way it flows.
It carries each persons soul differently. So won’t you write and create a new world for magical things to be lived in? Writing is just a fun thing to do anywhere. Yes even in the bathtub. You can sit in a bath with bubbles of course, and a beautiful smelling aroma spreading around you. Calming yourself. Then begin writing. Write whatever you like. It will make you happy to know you could create something. It is very beautiful and a magical thing to be able to do.
Shakespeare had written Hamlet, Romeo and Juliet and Macbeth. All famous, because he had created them. Those stories are so captivating when read. They show such painful memories, saddening love and death. Those are what make them so well known. The usage of literature is so embarking it makes you flutter. So fascinating and exciting. Writing is something anyone can do. Whether about writing about a yellow duck or a sad soldier trying to find his way home.
Anything is possible when you write. Try it, it is just such a magical thing to be able to do. Amazing beauty and endless possibilities. You can captivate people to write. Captivate them to do something better in their life. Beauty is anywhere, it is hidden but still there. So get a pen out and write. Write your heart out, as long as you enjoy what you write then that is the best thing ever.
Trying to write something that is anything is what makes it so great. The flow it has, that keeps the person who is reading continue to read. The effect it has on a person. Is so amazing. Why not do it. We all have our own little writer in ourselves. So why not use them before they get tired and lose all their creativity. Imagination is highly needed to write, we all have it whether we are adults or children its there. So use it.

Ello, well I’m new to all this and I’ll try to write stuff about myself for this blog. Good luck. Well I love to read and write. Duh explains why i blog right? I also love to paint, draw. It’s just so much fun. So much fun things to do and write. I like them both because you can create something, like a new world. Painting you can create a world of magic, fantasy and beauty. Writing is the same, you write about a new world filled with interesting people and beautiful descriptive places. It’s all so magical that’s why i love it. Even if I’m not good. I love reading because again a new world. Filled with magic and beauty. This is really random but I though since I’ll be blogging I should introduce myself. Fun Fun, I love to have fun and isn’t that what were suppose to do?